Hi MK - thank's for posting! I think it's great that your working to get your mind off of things.

I work @ home on H's business which I need to reconsider very quickly because it doesn't give me an opportunity to meet new people. Plus, he needs to take care of his own responsibilities.

My H has never gone on meds, I think you said yours was for a while. Does it really make a difference? Does he act like the man you married?

I don't think any of us like Mon. so your not alone. I too sleep alone...only because H works nights, but I really know the loneliness your talking about, even when he's home.

I hope tom. a better day for you, that's all we can hope for is that everyday brings us close to putting this behind us!

The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!