fuanacdc,
I'm so sorry you are going through this. You deserve the heart of someone who will love you in return they way you love her.

I understand that you feel your W will "always be the only one for me," as I feel that way RIGHT NOW about my H too. BUT, if you open your heart to another R you might be surprised at how much someone can really love you back.

GIve yourself time to heal & enjoy your "new life" w/o wife, but first allow yourself to experience all the emotions you are going through. Someone once said the only way through all this is straight through the pain...there are no shortcuts or long roads around.

By the way, you don't have to rush through the D either...food for thought.

M- 18 T-21
S-14,11 & 10
BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA)
H moved out 11-3-2012
10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life.
11-25-13 Jointly filed.