" She told me that she knows that she'd be screwed without me. "
Which is a lousy attitude. It makes it sound like she's just using you for your services rather than your companionship.
The hard part is that you really won't get anything back because it seems "forced" upon her from her POV. I get it that YOU need physical touch, but what about her needs? Did you ever discuss that or even figure out in what way she's been "trying"?
She's guilting you IMHO. She says she tries, but doesn't say what she's doing and meanwhile she keeps asking you for things. No woman likes being with a guy they can control.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
