You guys are amazing. Thanks so much for your support and your faith in me. I m going through some changes at the moment. Not sure what to make of the way I feel. I think I need to take some time away from this forum for a bit. It s been stopping me from focusing on gal. I ve become addicted to coming here and reading sitches and postings, which ultimately keeps my mind on my sitch. I ll still check in occasionally though. Thanks.
Well we'll miss you, but I can totally understand your need to take a break. Good luck, hope you're able to get where you need to be quite soon
Regarding your comment "Not sure what to make of the way I feel" I'm going through something similar. Seems like my feelings towards W are growing cold. I mentioned in my thread that she met me at the store to pick up one of the kids and I was quite surprised to notice that I felt nothing when I saw her. I didn't see my W, I just saw some middle-aged woman whose bulging waistline is resisting her efforts to hide it. Not that I have a problem with her physical appearance, but the point is I usually don't "see" her physical appearance, I have an emotional reaction instead. But this time I had none. This is a new development and I've got to figure out what it's telling me.
I'm just mentioning this to let you know that you're not the only one trying to sort things out. This can be so confusing in so many ways!
