thanks TG, as usually, i picked myself up. Found some renewed strength.
Some good news..well maybe but I guess I will take it. My W emails this morning, thanking me for the last 2 weeks of patience and providing support. She says, she hasn't been this happy in a very long time.
Key things she mentioned was 1. She woke up in the morning and contemplated if she should move out. I re-enforced her saying, she should only come back home when she is ready. I don't want anymore "what ifs" 2. She seems to be opening up her feelings. Today she mentioned how she can now trust me with the kids, in the past she would be worried about me taking care all 3 of them when she went out. Says it feels good to know she can go out and she can not worry about the 3 kids.
As always, I continue to DB, GAL and do 180's for myself but I have a beginner's mindset about my W. She is a new person and I am giving her space, time, and support she needs.
So in 6 months..who knows what happens with our R, but I do know one thing..in 6 months, I am going to be a great man and great dad.
