Statements? No. Just asking questions. I cannot decide for you. I can see your thinking from your posts however, and I can see there are some other issues that seem to be part of this. That's how it reads to me at any rate.
Remember I asked you if you could find a way to trust your H? Did you put any additional thought into that? Something that's possible? What is it?
Peace, AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."