LaBug, Tori, Ruby, and Wendylon- You guys keep me going. Like a nice cheerleading squad.
Not sure why but Monday mornings are terrible for me and today is no exception. Woke up not really angry but sort of pissed off. This will sound dumb but I was cold. I am cold by nature. Laying there in bed alone made me mad. Sigh. I have a little orientation for the job today. Just a couple of hours. Hopefully that will help keep my mind off things.
I also didn't sleep well. I didn't take the anxiety med. So it was back to my every two hour fitful wakeup. Sigh.
I miss my husband. I guess that is the bottom line. That man is gone though. There is some crazy alien in his place. I keep hoping for some crazy catalyst to help bring him back to reality. Ha! I need to let that go.
I hope everyone has a good day. I'm going to try. I am also going to try to avoid my H because frankly not sure how great my self control would be.
This is going to sound dumb but I also got mad cause I realized he took my brand new frying pan (the big one) and the lid of my travel coffee mug. lol Apparently he had lost his. I know I shouldn't be that mad over it but good lord of all the things. And now OW is making her food in dishes I bought. I hope she chokes on it. Sorry- I am being vindictive and angry. Mondays are an angry sort of day for me.
Although there is probably a comical book or story in my 1 million and 1 ways to kill your H's girlfriend line of thinking. lol
Have a good day all. Think happy thoughts. Hopefully they don't involve murder or "accidents" lol Sick.
