We had a decent weekend. On Saturday H put up our Christmas lights, and we watched a RedBox movie. Sunday was of course football all the live long day lol.
Sunday evening H turned to me after complaining of a headache and said "Maybe I have a brain cloud". (This is from one of his favorite movies, Joe vs the Volcano) I told him I had just been thinking the same thing (which I had a few days before.) When he says things like that it makes me think that maybe he is aware, on some level, that he's not functioning with clarity. That was the end of the discussion and there haven't been any other revelations.
I still want to shake him until his teeth rattle.
No luck for either of us on the job front. My unemployment runs out the end of this year. I am trying to "accentuate the positive" and think how nice it is that I get to be home for the holidays, which I truly do like. But the worry-wolf is howling.
These are such dark days. I wish they were in the rear view mirror.
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
My unemployment runs out the end of this year. I am trying to "accentuate the positive" and think how nice it is that I get to be home for the holidays, which I truly do like. But the worry-wolf is howling.
