ls13, Special events and holidays ARE going to be hard and DIFFERENT. I don't think ANYONE on here is looking forward to them (except maybe AS) in the same way this year.
ANd, the pict on the phone that had to have really hurt! I'm so sorry.
BUt, if I could guess I'd say you'll pick yourself up tomorrow (if you haven't already) & you'll be in a better place (again).
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.