hard week no real contact brief conversation on friday which i will admit i called him in the morning i couldn't take it i miss him and wanted to talk to him and it had been a week.

i am used to talking to him 8 times a day on the phone until he gets home.

i did have a great time out with my friends last night. except when i had to tell a few of them about the separation still haven't figured out a way to say it without crying every time it is like i say the word and the cry voice comes out.

I am praying and trying my best to deal with the depression and move on for the time being why praying to God that he restores this marriage.

m: 32 H:33
T:7
M:4


7/12 says he might want out
8/12 find out about ow he wants a D
9/12 he says he loves me not here wants me back
9/12 he pull away
11/12 still separated