Thanks Ruby. I do have a part time job but my hours have recently been cut down to about 9 hours a week as I am not bubbly enough any more. A couple of days after H left the manager was having a go at me because I had not been smiling. I broke down (Which is something that I NEVER did in public before BD other than funerals etc) and I told her what happened. She gave me one day to get over it! Really? One day,.. I could have punched the old cow.
I need a full time job now but I am going to try to do a course. I have an appointment in a few weeks with a job agency and I'll find out then if I can get government support to pay for it.
My kids don't miss out on anything, Yes they did need new shoes, they did look crappy up close but they weren't THAT bad. It's all well and good for H to tell me to get a full time job and support my kids but if he was putting in money, it might not be so bad. The end of the year always has a lot of expenses for D9's dancing and school things. Plus Christmas, But my kids definitely do not go without.
Something for myself would be nice but good, things come to those who wait, right?
M: 29, H: 31 D: 9 S: 8 T: 13 Y M: 9 Y ILYBIDKIILWY 12/09/2012 ~~~~ Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles. ~~~ it Emptys today of its strengths
I do have a part time job but my hours have recently been cut down to about 9 hours a week as I am not bubbly enough any more. A couple of days after H left the manager was having a go at me because I had not been smiling. I broke down (Which is something that I NEVER did in public before BD other than funerals etc) and I told her what happened. She gave me one day to get over it! Really? One day,.. I could have punched the old cow.
