Hey SS...good for you. 10 minutes without thinking of H is ten minutes about you!! I see 15, 20 and 30 minutes just down the street .
Excuse me for not knowing, but do you have PT job or are you SAHM? Because if not, I would recommend a little part time job..earn a bit of cash for yourself, get a mani/pedi or a couple extra gifts for the babies.
Also, your sense of living for you will increase, because this is something you do for you. It is a GAL, for sure. Even if it is not something you see yourself doing forever, it gets you out of the current mindframe and meeting new people. You get a chance to see how others interact and say "That is what I want to do and hve happen for me."