Total Eclipse by Dan Band

[2chiquitos]

Journaling
Saw the 2nd twilight movie. I'm not a fan but since I will be watching the new one on Thurs I thought I'd catch up.

Watching it just reminded me of how the lead actress cheated on the lead actor. Couldn't shake it off.

A couple of thoughts came to me that really hurt. Being physically intimate with H. We've only hugged but I can't imagine it. Just the thought of it made me want to curl up into a ball and cry. The thought of touching his chest gives me get a knot in my throat.

We're nowhere close to it but it makes me want to quit. I want to run far away from that feeling.