good for you sticking to your guns and bad bad woman for having moral and ethical boundaries about cheating the government...:P
I know, right? Geez. Its like use your head for something besides a hat rack already! I AM much calmer. Not sure why. Well yes I am but really I have decided to just let it go. The other thing is that after him being here today I just feel like things aren't completely done. I'm still optimistic. It was like he was scoping things out but really I kinda knew that already.
I AM more detached. Noticed today we went by his friends house and for the first time in about 2 years I didnt look to see if H was there. And I didn't even realize until after the fact!! Yay me!!
I suspect the AD meds are kicking in and I have just accepted that for the time being if I need the anxiety med then I just need them and there's no shame in it. Do what I gotta do for the time being. Right now I only take them to help me sleep anyway. Thanks guys for checking in. Your support helps a lot. Helps to know if I am doing the right thing.
The wax was just insane. It was EVERYWHERE! Of course none of them would fess up to it. The only way to get it off was the baby oil which then made it a slippery nightmare. Lol my hands are now nice and soft though!
