The crack in my separated life...

[Sweetbriar]

OMG...So, Im heading out to go to this party and I get a text from D14 who is with H at game...she says "mom, u there?" so of course I answer yes and get worried because they never text me when they are with their dad. She informs me that H told her he was at OWs house last night and stayed there.

I immediately got sad. I know he is with her and seeing her, but it just helps to not know the details, ya know? I am now sick to my stomach that H thinks its okay to tell D this info like he is doing nothing wrong. What makes him think this is OK? Im furious...

I just dont know how to handle myself in these situations...I just dont understand why he can stoop so low. Maybe because he is sick? I just dont get it...when does a man who thought adultry was soooooo horrible and wrong, decide to do it himself and tell his kids about it?

We are still married, and Im pregnant...what kind of message does this send to my kids?

Im so upset...I could just get in bed and cry..but, Im dressed and heading to party...

I just dont understand how he can be in love with her and know how bad he is hurting me and NOT CARE...I deserve better than this...I have been his devoted wife for 15 years...

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