I'm glad you had a good trip but reality bites.

You post reminded me of the title of a book (about a very different problem):

It Sucked and Then I Cried

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss