Journaling

Today is one of those unexpected events, where no matter how much DB or 180 or detached you felt...it just takes one trigger to bring back these horrible emotions of being sad.

Today I saw a picture on here phone when her other man called. It was them hugging and she looked so happy.....

I went downstairs and just broken down....maybe 6 months timeline is too long....

I miss that happy look, when she was with me frown

A set back for me...it hurts bad to see a picture. God give me strength if i see them hold and hugging in person...


Me:36 W:34
T:15 M:10
3 kids
S8 S5 S1
D-Day 9/17/2012
OM Confirmed 9/18/2012

Month of November found my balls