There is nothing wrong with you. Time will heal. Don't give him the number until you no longer care what he does or says. Don't worry about not calling him, you owe him nothing
Married 18, Together 20, Now Divorced M: 48, W: 50, D: 18, S: 16, D: 12 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 7/13/11 Start Reconcile: 8/15/11 Bomb Dropped (EA, D): 5/1/2014 (Divorced) In a New Relationship: 3/2015