It's None of my Business

[BeingMe]

Went to see my lawyer about some tax stuff --- H can't find the file, conveniently. I don't know what to do? H speaks of depression, doesn't want to talk about it (nothing new about that), and says if it weren't for the kids, he would end the pain. I don't know what pain he is referring to, because ... you guessed it ... he won't talk about it. Arrrrrgh! This is why I need to divorce him. I said to him this morning that if one talks about stuff, you release some of the angst and pain, thus not bottling it up to spew out later as depression, and suicide. I told him I feel sorry for him, because we didn't have a bad marriage, and he had a wife that adored him. Also, it's his choice to be unhappy and miserable. I've gone past the anger, and am just very disappointed in how our marriage has turned out.

Anyway, I'm off to uni to try and finish a presentation with a team member. We present on Tuesday. I am sweating nuclear bombs on this one.