Yes, they both have untouched hurts from the past that they run from. I agree.
We need to keep moving forward. I find that this is easier to do as time goes by. sometimes I need to sit back and take stock of where I am now compared to where I was a year ago...two years ago. Personally I was a mess. I was destroying myself.
Am I out of the woods yet? No. But I am on the path towards the lightness. Moving forward. Before I was scampering in a very dark circle. A circle of pain and darkness and self-punishment. I think we can relate.
i was driving home the other day and saw a high school student who was blind.. and i thought that all of life is uncertain... and i admired his strength to go to a huge public school and put one foot in front of the other... for a moment, it put my sitch in perspective for me... and i am working on learning to be content with what is... that perhaps happiness is not the goal bc that can be elusive and transitory but the ability to be content no matter what... now that would be incredible..
This is incredible. And so humbling. Its one step in front of the other. Thats all we can do.
I love the concept of being CONTENT no matter what. We can do it. I love you NG.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
