Moving the blanket away from the castle

[bustingout]

Feels more permanent somehow, doesn't it?

Portia,

Thank you for coming by. I really appreciate that. I agree it does seem more permanent, more real. However, there is also our FEAR which makes us think that too. I try to remember that and bring my focus back to the here and now. Of course that does not always work.....

but I do know that I could have been better - much better. I think we'll not make the same mistakes again.


Absolutely. I agree with you completely on this. Some say too little too late. However, lets say, better late than never. We do the best we can with what we know at the time. And once we know better, we can do better.

I have not read all of your thread, but you seem like a remarkable, strong and aware person. Your H should consider himself lucky to have you.

Thank you Portia for those very kind words. I am still not there yet completely. Its a continuous process. We always have to move forward.

Again, I appreciate you coming by. I have not yet seen your thread but I will go look for it. I hope you are doing well ((((( )))))