>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>T2 is right - what did you tell the coach? I think that might be helpful to know. <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< I addressed that - she knows more than I post here - she also knows alot about my family and her family - she is on leave till February >>>>>>>>>>>>>>I don't see it as messed up your chance. I don't think this is that much about you, as much as you'd like it to be. So you could fix it and make it up to her. I see you see the need for some changes. That's a good thing. But I think there's more to this, for the record :)<<<<<<<<<<<<< What do you mean there is more to this ??? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Glad you're finding your voice. I think that's critical no matter what comes about. I think if you're going to have a chance, finding your voice will be part of the key.<<<<<<<<<<<<
Thank you for your support I am finally stopping being so afraid all the time - this was a big step for me
If someone decides there is no goodness in you they won't be able to see it. I'll take a BLT over a MLC anyday !!!