Wife lost in the MLC-We are now separated

[sam4nh]

I haven't posted in a while and now I'm back. I went on a vacation overseas with my W and several of her family members. I thought things were going okay...A bit uncomfortable at times but okay. I talked to my W cousin and she was asking how things were going. I explained that we (W and me) had been getting along, but I'm not sure where all of this is going. She was compassionate and asked if there was someone else involved. I said I thought my W had already talked to her about this and that yes there is someone my W was "in love" with. To be exact my W said to me that she told her cousin that there is someone else and that she is in love with them, but nothing more than a kiss had ever happened. It seems there may have been some story changing from what my W told me she said to her family to what her cousin said that was discussed. It's funny at the end of the conversation her cousin told me I need to go out on some dates and see how my wife liked that. Not sure I'm comfortable with dating just yet.

While we were on vacation, my W held my hand a few times at night and even gave me a few kisses when no one was looking.

I did think a lot about divorce while we were on vacation. I'm not sure why this kept creeping into my mind. I don't really want a divorce, but I sometimes feel it would be so much easier to GAL and move on with my life. We got home and did a few errands around the house. I asked her to do one thing and she found a few things to do. She still walks around the house like she owns the place even though she decided to move out. I kind of felt that she really didn't want to leave. Finally she asked if I wanted to have dinner with her and I accepted. It was pleasant and she did most of the talking. She would ask for input and then interupt me and try to complete my sentences. This has been an ongoing issue with our relationship. After dinner she picks up her dog and then gives me a hug and kiss on the cheek. Her last words were, I'll call you soon???? WOW...I know I should have expected this from her and nothing more....