I'm sitting at gathering with people asking me if I'm still moving to Nevada as planned 3yrs ago. Without saying no my H spun out of control flipping our lives upside down therefor sh!itting on our plans, I find myself saying that's the plan still.
Well, if that's the plan it puts me and D out west leaving my H here to accept that his wife has left him. Funny thing is I don't have a problem thinking that might just be ok with me. I'm sure he doesn't either!
Funny how I want to go ahead with stalled plans regardless of H, my M, as if it's a non-issue. I guess the crazy guy spewing his rant at me finally said something one too many times, something that I can never un-hear regardless of reason.
Looking around at well rounded people with their smiles and ambitions, attention, and good will, I see just how ugly my H has become, and I don't want to be a victim of his anymore!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
