Holy smokes- anxiety has seized me like a ton of bricks. Seriously. I got so anxious that I then checked all the accounts to see if anything had been paid or changed. Nope. Nothing. I shouldn't have even looked. Why would he contact me and want all that info though if he wasn't going to do anything? That makes no sense. He makes no sense. I need to take one of my pills I guess. Had a good night and day actually. Now I am obsessing over him. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. I AM on a pretty good path. I need to shut down the negativity in my head. I'm not saying to not be realistic. I am just saying to not build it up in my head. I am going to go try to go to bed. I hope everyone is doing better than I am at this moment. I also think I probably need to start a new thread. That was random. I also had coffee late tonight. Obviously that wasn't my best idea ever.
