The green green grass of home

[Soul.Searching]

Thank you, Turtle girl and Mr Bond.
I don't think his having a MLC, He is just really enjoying his new found freedom. He was saying how it was just everything, work and then coming home and having to do things here (Like?) Saying that half the time he preferred work over home. He has actually had me wondering if we really did fight that much, How can I be doubting how much we fought?

He insisted that we be facebook friends? We were already facebook friends before. I have put some photos up on there but as for the guys, The only men I know now are mutual friends. So that wouldn't bother him. He has already said he doesn't care if I see OM anyway.

I can't change my dress and appearance because of money. I'm looking in to doing a course to help me get a higher paying full time job, so hopefully that will change in the not too distant future.

I just don't enjoy doing things by myself any more and most of my friends have small children and partners. On days like today where H has the kids, I feel stuck.
I can't find any social groups around here, so meeting new people feels almost impossible right now.