Dealing with the reality of separation

[PeteWyo]

Ok, sounds good. Thanks guys. I wish there were a way for me to go to Aruba for a year and come back and have whatever life I am supposed to lead waiting for me. I am usually so confident about everything in my life, well most things. This while thing has made me second guess everything that I am doing. I hate that. Just need to continue to tell myself that I don't have any control over anything but myself!