first time need help - still (new thread?)

[albamarie]

Nero- so I take it you had a B-day yesterday - I'll say this (because of your post on my thread) "here's to your first B-day on the way to becoming independent, and happily living your life, your way, for you and maybe that someone who deserves you''!

Your right, a lot of the suburban mom's here (my age) are short and tubby, with their mini vans, and kids in grammer school still. But, your right they look happy and talking about the holiday's.

Here I drive up to in my (gotta say hot car) to watch the TGing pageant my D18 helps out in, I step out with my new "life stinks" swagger so I'm gonna at least look good, wearing leggings w/boots, contacts, and make up. Nice change from frumpy married me, and I was hated.

It's like married mom's can see that I'm not in the ''happily married club'' anymore, so back the F up and do not talk to my H.

So do I hang out with my single friend who goes down town and hangs out at coffee bars talking to everyone she comes across because she's social butterfly? That's not me either!

I can't go back, not sure were I'm at, gonna look ahead I guess to what I want.