Yes Arsne thanks for your support on my sitch....I have times when I feel like I am detached and I feel good and see light at the end of the tunnel and then the wave comes crashing in on me....but I know I have to keep getting up on that board and surfing those waves! It is the only way out....when I am down I realize that I am not GALing!!! as much as I should be....take care of yourself....