it's sad- go eat pie. funny you aid that. this h bought me a birthday cake (lard central) at foodstore yesterda. h e buys me off. i think (i know, i know- i'm not supposed to) he chatrted with ow and was all chipper (compared to morning ratty self) and i swear-
anyway- i ate damn cake- too much of it- it's disgusting( but good) so, why am i doing something awful to myself(lard ingestion) because he is so gross in my life???
i think he's trying to figure out how to see ow over holiday- maybe she's coming to town to see parents and he's trying so hard to finagle something. i can tell he's acting wierdly- i am staying away from him. i don't want to say something- i don't want to make it easy for him. what an a_s -
big time. he thinks he's tricky- and not as easy to read as he is. i can see the wh3eels grinding away up in that head. this guy was a successful lawyer- and now he's this- - acting like an 11 year old girl - with his texts and bs - it's discouraging- sickening- and plain ole awful to see what a dope he acts like. who does he think he is fooling (besides himself) i wonder.
yeah i know- i need to work on the name- calling. it's been a flaw since forever. i'm plugging away- getting all stinking perfect for - what? nothin. oh well-
i got a "nice body" other day- all this misery has made me loose weight- hip hip hooray. i'd rather be tubby and ugly and happy- ya don't get to pick? do ya???
life sure is wierd- i'm outta here. i'd better go dig up some junk to sell at neice's garage sale tomorrow- more junk please!!!
did you eat pie? i think i should have gotten a pie- it's less lard - will remember that next time i hope. i think i may also just wither away before i actually bust loose too-
we need to fight it- you're nice and young- the world is your oyster. i know 60 is the new 40 (some one told me that other day- yeah rite- they were no where near 60 - but i didn't want to be unkind).
who is kidding who??? oh well tho- one never knows what the heck life holds huh? who wouldathunk this all would happen? not me - not you -
this process IS too slow- i guess that's why some folks just bull in and then stuff happens - for good or bad- something happens. sounds good sometimes-
i'll be back- i need to get off this darn computer- it's like an addiction- oh noooooo...... not that too!!!!!
