I'm sorry you find yourself in such despair. You have come to a great place given your circumstances.
I'd suggest reading Big Bruce's thread. His sitch has similarities. He also has a young child and is working towards securing additional time with him.
From my experience, fighting for your rights as a father must take precedence over reconciliation with your W. I highly HIGHLY suggest seeking legal advice in knowing what those rights are.
I gather that your W has no respect for you. By taking a stand for your child, it will be a step in regaining her respect, however that is not the reason to do it. The reason is because your child needs you and it's the right thing to do.
Your W is playing on your fear. It is pretty common to be perfectly honest. Don't allow fear to be your guide. Fear will lead you directly to the land of regret.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
