I wish I had the answers. I don't understand why we get such mixed messages. I got them quite simlar to what you've gotten.
It seems like there's a million answers to why these things happen yet none of them really make any sense. I think the hardest part is the anger that is aimed at us and the mixed messages and lies.
Id rather be hurt with the honest truth then to be comforted by lies. And if you speak the God's honest truth to someone, there really is no point in spewing all the time. Just lay the cards on the table.
Do you have plans for Thanksgiving? You're doing really good sweetie, you really are. Doing this with 2 kids and one on the way? Just remember when you're feeling really really down, you have no idea just how strong you appear to others!
