You are also not detached from her and its something you must do NOW! Go live your life for you and for your S it will make you feel better. Your inability to GGAL for YOU is holding you back. It's great you are doing things with your S but its time you do for YOU. Don't waste your life waiting on her.
I'll pick myself up and work on that once again. This tome will be better for me.
Ed
Me, 55 W, 36 T, 10 yrs S-9 M, 8 yrs 1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa 2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa W, AA relapse early 2009-Current W moved out 2-16-2012 New OM 5-2012