3 Years after D-Day, part 2. Separated 9 Months.

[Am I Too Late]

OI came to those conclusions myself, and thought i processed and accepted them upon the 3 year anniversary of d-day, when i found the letters.

All this time i felt it was a reaction to the loss of her mom and the deep resentment she stated that i wasn't there for her enough and let her fall flat on the earth. I let her down and had been trying to make it up to her ever since she told me that's how she felt.

I know to let go. I thought o was on that path and for most days, i am doing better.

The Christmas imagery got to me though. I am getting rid of those pervasive thoughts, with a lot having to do with your support.

Thank you.

I used to view my resilience ad strength, but it has only been weakness and fear in disguise.

I appreciate your insight and holding a mirror to my obsessive faults.

Ed