Okay, you now have the information you have been seeking...imho, now is the time to back off, go dim, again. Leave her with the more pleasant memory of your last encounters. Let her come to you when/if she wants to.
Use the time to work on you, learn from what she wrote what there is to learn (in small doses). But foremost, get YOURSELF back and better than ever. What's this Hopeful2 guy made of?
T^2
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
