3 Years after D-Day, part 2. Separated 9 Months.

[Am I Too Late]

Now, while i was typing this, my W just sent the following message.

I was out late last night. Melissa was dying colleens hair and had extra so did mine. Sat I assume eddie has karate at 11 right? Can we go to your house so I can grab a couple things after. I have boxed my xmas stuff in garage and couple other minor things I need. I could hang out at house with u guys for a couple hours then if ok. Let me know.

End of message.

I think she Only wants to come over here to get more of her stuff.

Ed

I don't know what to do.

Just the thought of her setting up Christmas stuff at her apartment with another man is very unsettling.

I KNOW i need to get her off of my mind, but i just went through flashbacks of how wonderful i felt and thought i knew she felt too prior to her mom getting sick and dying.

I'm going to do something to take my mind off of her for the rest of the day now.

This s u c k s.

Why have my feelings remained hurt for so long?

Ed