Here is what keeps me there at least for now - MY WIFE IS THE BEST - I LOVE HER - SHE IS NOT HERSELF - SHE IS ILL - I think if the roles were reversed and I was acting like this - she would pray for me and BE MY LIGHTHOUSE - maybe I am wrong - but that's the kind of person she was.
i want to feel this again- with as much certainty as i did. today i wonder if i've been wrong about everything -
thanks for thoughtful reply- i think we can be one kind of happy within ourselves- but it takes anotehr person to take us to that other kind of happiness place. i just would like that back please- i'm a togetherness kind of gal -
