hrm, Bravo! You are handling your situation very well. Keep dropping those crumbs and keep smiling! I have to say, he's baking up nicely and the positives are all there!
Keep up the good work!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.