Since he just moved out 2 weeks ago it's no surprise you're on the emotional roller coaster. I'm glad to hear you're doing better though You are quite right, you shouldn't have to beg an unloving H to stay and just "settle" for you. This is where piecing is really important, if at some point he wants to come back then you can't just throw the door open, there's a lot of work that has to take place first. But often if the WAS does get to that point they'll be much more loving and interested in the M than before.