She walked away and really dislikes me a lot

[leopoldstotch]

Frank you would be better off sticking to one thread. Now you say you have joint custody but you hardly see your S and now your XW new husband is threatening you. Have you called your L and told him she is violating the courts order and that you are being threatened?

As far as feeling better are you doing anything to get on with your life? Are you seeing a counselor or taking meds? All of these things will help you feel better. How about dating? There are plenty of books dealing with what you are going through. Now for the big question. Do you still love your XW and want to be with her? If so why?