Journalling Having a great time w friend I haven't seen for 12yrs. She has been a huge help in confirming where I am right now.
I haven't txt H for over 48hrs I haven't heard from H since the phonecall
I haven't wanted to reach for him nor feel disappointed that I haven't heard from him. Of course I've noticed his absence but its not upsetting me.
Amazing how triggered I got from his coolness Amazing how desperate I was for more Amazing what a difference a day makes I am definitely on the blanket again
