Nope, it wouldn't make your life easier if you shot them both...you would end up in prison for a long time. LOL! They are not worth it.
You have choices and you are the only one that can make your life easier, i.e., stay on the crazy making train w/the pod person or start thinking about which station you want to get off at.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.