Thanks Andrew! It does. I feel better today. There for several days it was just as I said. Things seemed to keep piling on. Good news I got a job. Bad news the hours are not great for it. Other news, when I walked through the door, I got a call for another interview. Again, hours are not good. But who knows? Maybe I will go anyway. Lord knows I need the $. That is my primary stressor at this point. I think maybe I needed the last few days to start moving forward again. I had felt stuck. Really sort of writing and thinking about what was said and the reality of it is I am better off. Regardless of what all my crazy feelings say. My head knows the reality. So that helps. It was sort of like I hadn't quite convinced myself of it yet.
That probably sounds dumb.