...there have been times when I was thinking well I don't need W and things would be much better without her...only to find the next week that I am missing her...just saying...
I have wavered back and forth and I am noticing that the pendulum swing was hours and then days and now weeks. Perhaps my pendulum will slow to a stop. I wonder which side I will be on. I am hoping I can let it swing for a much longer ride yet and suspect we are all here for that same reason. We have hope and desire to have a new M with our spouses.
W: 40 Me: 44 M: 12 years Together: 14 Three children (S-4, D-3, S-1) EA started in April, discovered in 07/12 ILYBNILWY: 07/12 MC Started: 09/12 Patience Tested: 1,245,963 times since 07/12
