Can This Be Salvaged?

[leopoldstotch]

AS I think there is part of me that is really tired of being in limbo and misses companionship. I'm not 100% ready to D. My counselor feels a part of me is ready to let go since its been over a year. As a couple we really don't do much together at all. She does her thing and I do mine and in light of what I said to her Sunday night and how she's acting now even after apologizing I really think she is done. I took the money order back to the bank today and deposited it so I know I'm not ready to D but I know I can't stop her if that's what she truly wants.