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Heed this, big time. I had an EA a long time ago and it was all about trying to get my H's attention and feeling wanted and desired. (Sick, I know) I liked being pursued and when we got married the pursuit stopped. Heed this, big time. I had an EA a long time ago and it was all about trying to get my H's attention and feeling wanted and desired. (Sick, I know) I liked being pursued and when we got married the pursuit stopped. All the emotion was gone, good or bad. Your W may feel the same way, it's all rote and routine now
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Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss