hey hi- so, how did your me-day go? didja succeed?

i didn't make bear- did begin chopping but gotr side tracked in this workroom-from-hell- i swear- i get soooo much great stuff and ingredients for projects piled here and there. it's truly depressing to see- made a dent in tidying- \
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n this one thing- i can see where looking (even) at this jumble of a room can depress h. it's not his business really- i totally don't judge his messes- but - HE sure does mine. i agree really tho- it's a deterrent tome to get things done because too much "stuff" hanging on and over me. it's better today- need to keep going and load out some stuff that is donatable or garage saleable.

walkign this mornnig- got thinking how big a bummer it is to see H acting and interacting normally with a variety of people- but unable to just lighten up and loosen up and be his old pleasant self to me. maybe it's something that is etched in stone now and unchangeable. he's nicer than has been in years- but i'd think he also thinks how he is free to just do whateverthehell he wants.

i hear him approaching- byyyye