I will miss you while you are gone, but, know I will be thinking of you.
Dreams~those little buggers, sometimes if they are good they can help us to get through some rough times, but on the other side they can leave us worried and upset. Know they are "just" dreams or nightmares in your case.
I think you are just a little sceptical about leaving. Call home everyday, it will help and it will make you feel connected.
