The crack in my separated life...

[Sweetbriar]

He is scary! He has called me the villian since the beginning because he could take NO blame.

Is it normal for them to get even meaner and nastier...ugggg?

I am being careful. The cell phone was the last thing besides the car Insurance (which Im working on changing) that we have jointly. All the utilities are in my name. It [censored]...who would have thought that it would go this way...I surely didnt. I thought he would have some remorse and at least try to be nice. I remember him saying in the beginning when he asked "for a year separtion and see where we are in a year" that he would NEVER LET ME DROWN and that he will always be here to help the girls and I. QUite frankly, he has done nothing so far to help...if he thinks paying the mortgage is helping, well..he was ordered to do that.

During text last night to D14 he mentioned how he wasnt feeling good and he had chills and how he wasnt having fun at his parents and he was sad that he couldnt get part time job..etc....ALL COMPLAINTS TO MY KID!!! She had to tell him to not worry and he will find something else, to which he replied "thanks, I know I need to keep my head up". OMG...he is seeking advice from his 14 year old...good grief....

Wanted to badly to respond to his last email last night but I didnt. I knew it would go no where good....

Where is OW in all this? Cant she give him advice and give him sympathy about him being sick?

Im still not over the fact that he rubbed it in my kids face last night that they werent there to be with the cousins and family. I went to bed sad, that my kids got sad over that. Just not fair to them...they didnt ask for any of this...but then again...neither did I!

Just venting this morning...