Hi SD, Tori and Vero! I hope you are all well. :-)

SD, the relief is tremendous. Sometimes the panic and worry we create for ourselves is the hardest part to deal with. The coaches really help with that.

Tori-I was determined this morning to make eye contact and take the step, but I received a text this morning saying he overslept and would not make it before school. So maybe later if I see him I will have a chance. I read that body language is the strongest form of communication. Its something to work on for sure.

Vero-I never thought about that. About H feeling guilty when he is thanked because he should be thanking me. Hmmm. Its something to consider.

To be honest, because he has not shown any remorse, or sadness or missing of me, I just assume its all indifference towards me. I forget sometimes that he probably does carry a lot go guilt and sadness.

I have had 7 sessions with coach!

Take care all and have a great day.

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home